Thursday, April 28, 2011

Being away is tough enough for me

Tajuk macam essay gituu..
28 April is Mr F's birthday..tiap2 kali besday ada entry..sah2 korang menyampah gilerr
Tapi kali ni lain sikit...I'm almost in dilemma either wanna give him surprise or not..
Weeks before his birthday, our relation is not in good condition..dah rupe jambatan nak runtuh dah..
I guess it is not always sunshine..tsunami pun boleh datang bila2 masa je kan..
kalau jauh ni..time is very important. Bila masa tak sama..everything can go wrong..
Nak2 lagi when you compare yourself with your friends..I am easily get jealous

Bila dah tegang..dua-dua confront..masa tu dalam kepala, nothing positive i can think..
sume benda negative je ingat..
Tak ingat langsung dah apa Mr F buat yang sweet ke..sweet tak muueett..tak hengat apa dah..masa tu rasa nak single aje..I guess that is why hukum talak ni untuk LELAKI je..
Kalau kasik perempuan..boleh je 2-3 kali bercerai dalam sehari...

sebab itu lah dilema nak wat surprise birthday ke tak..
Dah order tapi payment tangguh sebab kalau we're not getting better, boleh cancel..
jahat tak perangai??hehe

At last, bayar jugak..tapi saje je wat dek tak bagitau ada hadiah apa2..kali ni kasik cake choc moist because I know he likes choc cake. Tengok-tengok package ad roses..ok la tu kan..:P

As usual delivery straight to his office. Nak dijadikan cerita ada event..terpaksa la cake itu dikorbankan bersama student Mr F..hehe..
He seems happy..Sah-sah la happy kan...

Yang berdebarnye pemberi pasal taktau rupe cake n roses tu camne..biasa la kalau delivery luar dari KL, pattern tak sama macam website..tsk tsk

Still waiting for the picture...nak jugak tengok rupe cake itu..
I'm happy when he is happy...
I'm annoyed when we're fighting..hahaha

p/s: berikan kekuatan untuk bertahan dengan tahap kejauhan ini...

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